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Thursday, May 24, 2012

2012

Just call me Morticia Adams! 2012 has proved to be new beginnings indeed! I lost a partner, gained and lost a lover, moved one step closer to a dream and found that I still have more growing to do.

It's been almost a year since I have blogged and I guess I haven't felt very inspired.Things haven't gone the way I hoped they would and old habits resurfaced causing more pain than good. However, I have decided to hold strong and move forward. I heard once that if the music that's be played isn't your favourite still dance.....

Life throws some of the toughest curve balls but you have to be strong and hold you head higher than the empire state building.

I have lost people that I spent hour on end with and it has instilled some amount of trust issues and hesitation on my part but I have to not rob the people who manned up and stayed a true friend because of fear.

What I want more than ever is to get my heart beat back....

It's going to take prayer and lots of patients.....

I struggled for awhile because I believed my blog had no direction, none the less I'm refocusing and going back  to using this blog to show who I am and what I like. I'm a twenty-something year old who works in a funeral home, still lives at home with my family, loves a good time, is obsessed with fashion and beauty pageants, still watches Disney channel religiously and who is in love with a boy she met 13 years ago.